Ah i feel so f*cked up.

Shit, I can't hide myself anymore
I can't escape reality
I'm no longer living in denial
I know,soon that i'll be gone.
I have this silly thought on my mind
Every night, I tried to dry my tears
Hided them ..left them behind.

Oh God, please
I know that clock is ticking
but i wish i could stop it
for one moment in time.
just to stay longer,to be near.
just to stay here,where I belong.